Monday, June 25, 2012

Discouragement

The website said 5-10 days... its been about 15, and that scares me just a little bit. I mean, in reality, I KNOW I shouldn't worry. This is a school system we're talking about, but just the fact that I haven't heard from any of the jobs I actually did apply to is a tad bit discouraging.

I already miss Holy Name. I miss my kiddos, I miss the teachers, I miss that little family I've had for the last 10 months. It honestly breaks my heart to know that those kids and those teachers can't have that again come September. And it makes me.... MAD... but that's a post for another time.

I want a job. So badly. I've been waiting so long for my own classroom. I don't want to be an assistant. I don't want to be a para. I want to be a TEACHER. I want my own room. My own class. My own rules. MY classroom.

I never pray and I've prayed every night for this. It's all I've wanted for most of my life. Please, let this ONE dream come true.

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